Saya Rindu.

My Incik Awak,

Rainbow

I finally found d rainbow....

Thanks for taking me there, with u....

food for thought

i really like to share this; a conversation between me and a very good friend of mine,

me:
awak, when people lie and you fall for it, not once, but a couple of times, does it proves that you are god damn stupid??

her:
hmmmmm.... i guess it really depends....

what kind of lie was told, who did the lying, does the person who lied matters to you, why that person lie, and how it affected you..

entah la awak, as i grow older, there are many things that i see differently today...

Sometimes, people lie because they are afraid of the truth, sometimes people lie to protect themselves, sometimes people lie to make things better for the people around them, but there are also people who are just plain liars... so, it depends to which one you are actually referring to.

i am not quite sure.

dh terlalu lame aku tak update new post kat blog aku nie... these past few months, there's so many things had changed, yet i have very few things to share...

Basically,
I'm living a not so interesting life recently..
In other words - my life sucks! totally monotonous! and damn boring!...
the one and only good thing is that im currently continuing the next phase in my life here in my hometown-MELAKA..
meaning, i am sharing the same roof with my lovely (at times! kekekekeke...) family members now and i am very close to my best friends since school with me here!...
so, i neither have to crack my head everyday thinking of what i should have for breakfast, lunch, or dinner nor having to worry about critical financial problem as what i had experienced in Sydney...
Good bye, mates!!...
and I thank God for that.


Still... I am not quite sure that i was born to be a teacher...
countless challenges especially teaching youths nowadays...
their own parents can hardly say anything, so, whats more a teacher can do??!!!!
this new energy is fading... and my motivation is disappearing...
Aish!!!!!...


But i guess, though i might not born to be a good teacher, yet I'm also not a loser!..
I'll try to gather back my remaining determination and fight!...
if i cant survive, then,
i guess the best option is to get myself transferred to a new school..
hopefully, a better one.... where students are as good and nice as my students during practicum in SMKPW...
having positive attitudes towards learning and respect others....
For god sake!!!.. i totally miss you all girls... you all are the BEST!!!...



Anyway, i attended my graduating ceremony last Saturday in IPBA...
at last!...

Anis, me, Pamela and Alia..

Us!!!
Macq Cohort 4!!!

and now she's gone.

..... angah akan rindu. sangat rindu!

lawan tokey.

inila akibatnyer klo kucing dh telebih manje....
lawan tokey!!...
arghhh!!!.. bantal aku!!!...

aiskrem....

.... ala2 Baskin Robbins punyer~...huhuhuhuhu.....





frankly speaking, aku bukan peminat aiskrem.. sbb aku rase cam geli... ntah ape yg aku gelikan pn x dapat nk dipastikan.. tp, this time, it's a special case.. disebabkan ade birthday sorg insan kat umah nie, aku pn menjadi sedikit rajin dr kebiasaan...

Ingredients



Care-care:
1. Biskot Oreo. Keluarkan krim. ambik biskot sahaja... then, patah2 menjadi kepingan2 kecil.(pakai tgn lg sonang!)



2. Masukkan aiskrem vanilla. Gaul kasik sebati.



3. Next, masukkan kacang badam yg dh ditumbuk2 dengan lesung...



4. Tiba giliran chocolate chips menerjunkan diri dlm bowl...



5. Kacau lagik...



6. Taruk balik dlm bekas aiskrem, and bekukan for another one to two hours before serving...



7. Siap!
Bon Appétit..

soto oh soto.

pernah x rase ngidam giler2 nk makan sumting???...
tersangat la nk makannyer, sampai korg rase cam tak complete selagi x makan...
resah, gelisah, bengong dan kadangkala rase mcm gajah nk naik minyak!!!.
x kesah la bende tu adalah sgt2 common (ie. choki choki ke meggi ke..) ataw pn yg susah sket nk carik (ie. kijang, kebab kat uni or ikan pekasam nenek yg mantap tu)..

skang,
(sebenarnye dh 2 mmgu),
aku teringin2 giler nk makan soto..
bukan sebarang soto, tp soto yg jual kat pasar minggu Jasin..
aku mmg die-heart-fan soto situ sejak skolah lg, tp sejak2 sambung blaja, sangatla boleh dikire ngan jari, brape kali jek aku gi...
sampai kat Sydney dulu, ade gak beberape kali aku tebayang2 semangkok soto mantap tu depan mate aku..
(cet!! punyer la tragis!! tp serious.. bende ini bukan ciptaan semata2..)

kembali ke cerite kini,
dh 2 minggu aku missed nk beli soto kat situ..
last week, sesampai jek, dh tutup...
telewat dlm 30 min...
al-kisah hari nie plak,
lewat beberape minit aje...
sampai2 jek, abg tu br siap bungkus payung besau tu...
aisey~.....

tepandang jek gerai tu tutup...
aku tetibe diserbu satu perasann nie...
rase....rase nk nangis... nangis yg cam bederu2 jek tu....
sedey yg teramat....
sedey cam budak x dpt aiskrim....


sampai hati kecil aku nie berkate2...
"andai aku mati, soto nie la bende yg aku kempunan giler nk makan... alahai badan~..."
=(

rezeki =)

Alhamdulillah,
rezeki tercampak di negeri tanah tumpah darah sendiri,
MELAKA.

i am indeed very grateful,
but i guess, i'm being a little bit greedy,
for asking HIM to place me to the nearest school from home....


i believe that God listens, and answers our prayer, very well..
i have a long list, for me and people around me whom i love,
things which i wanna do in life; especially in regards to my family...

i pray, i pray for;
a more comfortable life with less insecurity...
a guaranteed life, away from uncertainty...
i want to smile more, brightly and widely...
most importantly,
i want to be blessed and cherished with infinite happiness...



and i have more reasons to live now.. i am really glad for that...

Obsession.

Currently, i'm obsessed to this kdrama..

not a big fan of kim tae hee (cant deny that she's a beauty, ppl said its original hence it makes her more beautiful...)

but abg autumn a.k.a Song Seung Hun is super duper hot!!!.....

this drama is still airing in Korea, every Wed and Thus.....

really can't wait~..

p/s: though Yejin acts as an antagonist, still,love her very much~... i keep comparing her character in this kdrama with herself in Family Outing... hehehehe...

pics:http://img2.imagehyper.com/img/470612-pnr9p3or-478fcaec9c3d46b006797e693d48171c.jpg

http://img2.imagehyper.com/img/470610-n9425pqr-f2544523e99311fb760cb8fa08bbec60.jpg

hari lahir.

This year,

there's ONLY one thing that i want for my birthday.

i want this cold war to end.

it has been more than one month since the last time we talked.

we are close yet too far away from each other.

i miss you so much and i want you to know that .

Please~...

p/s: thank you so much for the birthday wishes you guys...

kerja.

Siti Farah Aminuddin

"someone i know from kementerian told me that we will be posted to school on feb 7.

the date is confirmed. insyaallah, dont worry people."

aish~...

lame giler lgik la nmpnyer aku start ngaja...

klo nk ikotkan poket, mcm dh hukum wajibul ghunnah carik keje part-time..

tp biler difikirkan jiwe dan rage, malas giler.....

mungkin aku lebih prefer dok rumah dan menambah koleksi lemak badan....

tetibe,

tut..trutttttt...tut...truuuttttttt.....

"hello~....cik nurul syila ke nie???... cik ade mintak keje kat sushi king kan??... masih interested ke nk keje??...sila dtg kat restaurant kami besok eik...."

aisey...

nk ke tanak nie???...

pening!

Poor Tompok.

Minggu lepas, mase kasik anak2 kucing terchinte kat rumah nie makan, aku tgk laen semacam jek tengah belakang si Tompok... ade bonggol!!!..eik, sejak bile la pulak aku bela unta??... setahu aku, anak kucing tak tumbuh bonggol kat tulang belakang die.. belek punyer belek, tekan punyer tekan, aku rase cam bengkak... bengkak semacam... nak dispesifik kan lagi, ala2 mcm bisul.. tp kucing pn ade bisul ke??.. hahahaha... pelik....tp disebabkan aku rase kesian kat Tompok (sbb bonggol tu mengganggu gugat ke'chomel"an die) terpakse la aku hantar pegi jmp vet...


rupe-rupenyer....
betol sangkaan aku...
BISUL!!!...

so, time2 tu jgk la die kene operate...
"mule2,kasik tidur dulu, belah siket, pastu keluarkan semua nanah.. cuci.. jahit!!!!..."
(dokter haiwan, disember 2010)


Aiyoooo~!!!!!!!
dgr jek aku dh rase mcm nak pitam... disebabkan tahap kekuatan mental dan fizikal aku sedikit goyah utk menyaksikan proses2 yg disebut diatas, aku pn sengeh (diikuti dgn gelengan kepale beberape kali) bile abg attendent ajak msk bilik rawatan... (jgn ingt hospital manusia jek ade attendent, klinik haiwan pn ade taw... huish, kagum aku...)







Skang, Tompok dh makin ok dh... dh kembali nakal... kembali terlebih tenage....

I heart food.

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p/s:... as an amateur, i'm satisfied... huhuhu...