yeah~.....

*peringatan: ini post gedik..... bakal meloyakan org laen....jika tidak suka, sile jgn bace...

tak payah dicerite, tak perlu di khabar,

satu Malaysia tahu yg Team Harimau Malaya kite menang first final match lawan Indonesian Team semalam....

frankly speaking,

aku bkn peminat bola,

sungguh la terhad ilmu pengetahuan am aku pasal bola nie..

sebab time skolah dolu2,

aku prefer hoki (termasuk la player2 nyer..ngeh3...)

sebab aku rase hoki lg cool~....

tp semalam, time tgk first final match piala suzuki,

radar aku (yg biasenyer lampi giler nie), dpt menjejaki sesuatu..

jeng3....

hehehehehe....

pandangan aku terpaku kat seseorg.....

sape???..

referee?? NOPE!!!...

Raja Gopal???.. tak kan la....

of course la kat sorg pemain nie....

siapakah???..

ini die~....

Muhammad Amirul Hadi Zainal....

sesungguhnyer aku nie sepatah haram pun tak tahu menahu ape2 pasal mamat nie...

( yela, selame nie dok jd stalker TOP BigBang)..

hurm, nmpk cam tak byk cakap (at d same time, mustilah tidak kelihatan misteri or nmpk psyco..ngeri!!!!)..

so, check!!!...

tinggi....

check!!!...

nmpk sempoi2!!!!...

check!!!..

boleh dikatekan, mamat nie msk check list aku la...

hehehehehe.......

tp pemandangan aku terhenti..

disebab kan mamat nie kne kluar...

kesian die..

x puas maen lagik dh kne kluar...

dh ler sblm tu siap dpt kad....

double kesian taw!!!...

pape pn, gud luck la ye Amirul Hadi...

eh, silap2...

satu team Harimau Malaya......

kasik menang!!!!....

tutup mulot2 yg selame nie bau cam longkang...

pics frm:

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs907.snc4/72034_186265168050902_154586547885431_733442_7377738_n.jpg
http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/hs012.snc6/166274_175491679157956_100000913764852_378540_2902389_n.jpg

Our Day Out.

Sgt BEST!!!...

Janin.

argh!!!!..... aku sendiri tak ingat bile kali terakhir aku jejak cinema.. terlalu banyak bende yg kene diselesaikan.. appoinments dgn doktor, praktikum, isik borang posting, update new gossips with my schoolmates, and not forgetting, downloading new cool korean vids... hehehe...


dan hari nie, lepas balik dr hospital serdang, aku pn singgah kat MBO... belek punyer belek schedule movie, aku terbekenan teros kat movie nie..



JANIN.
arahan Mohd. Hitler Zami.. plus, ade Eja dgn Hairie Othman.. hurmmm, nmpk cam best... so aku pn belila... tp disebabkan aku nie penakot (aku g sorg2, ok), tp gatal nk tgk gak horror movie, aku pn pilih dok sebelah seat yg org laen dh bli...
*perlu diingtkan, hari nie hari jumaat, so aku expect yg org x ramai sebab hari nie org still keje dan umat Muhammad yg lelaki wajib gi masjid...

tp rupe-rupenyer~...
huh!!!... syila, welcome to the real life....


kembali semule kat movie JANIN nie, aku bg 4 bintang... best... tp intead of rase takot, aku rase movie nie sedih.... sgt2 sedih... naluri si anak pade ibunye... sesungguhnye air dicincang mmg tak akan putus... dan, satu lg bende yg buat aku rase sedih, sebab Sutera aka Eja... die dibelenggu rase bersalah, disebab kan kematian anaknya.. mmg anaknya mati sebab Sutera cuai.. tp kenape Sutera cuai???. sebab cintanye pada suaminya... die tak sengaja.. sbb die pn merana... malah lebih sensara. die ibunya- yg mengandung, lg la rase sedih bile anak die mati (sepatotnye la, klo nk dibandingkan ngan si ayah kot)... tp sebab silapnye yg satu nie.. Sutera hilang hampir segalanya, rase hormat suami pada isteri.. hak nk bersuara dlm keluarga... tak terhenti, ade aje yg sentiase menuding jari...
Sedih~...


Dan atas sikap tamak dan tak takut balasan Tuhan, ade la sepasang suami-isteri nie, mintak kerjesame si setan...nk kaye.. maka, kembalilah semule Hidayah.. tp kini sebagai Esah... mencuri di sane sini... dan..... Luka yg terpendam kembali berdarah... Sutera kembali sedih... anaknya kembali... tapi~.......

ah!!!.. korg gi la tgk sendiri...... br syok... aku tak tahu la klo movie nie bkn taste korg... tp bg aku yg kurenng sket tgk cite melayu nie, aku suke cite nie.... care penyampaian die... dan intipati cerite yg bukan semate2 utk timbulkan rase ketakutan....

lg 1, aku rase, cerite nie sgt2 realistik... sebab, its undeniable that Malaysia has first-class facilities, but Malaysians (unluckly) have third-class mentality... mengaku Islam, tp besahabat karib dgn si setan... tak taw ke??... bende2 tu sume high-way pegi neraka??..
aish~... aku bkn bercakap kosong, tp sebab mangsanye adelah org2 disekeliling aku, mak cik, kakak2 member, mak2 member..termasuklah diri aku sendiri...
(kenape sume pompuan eik??.. ntah la)...

sebab utama??.. dengki!!!.. iri hati!!!..tamak!!!... come on la weh... klo x puas hati, aduan rakyat kat TV3 tu kan ade.. ko adu la sepuas2 nye...pggil si host tu(alamak, lupe name)...kluar sebaris due peribahase yg kow2...(yg selalunye aku sendiri tak taw maksud)... hehehehe...
so, aku nk nasihatkan, klo ade yg terlibat.. betaubat la...sementare ade waktu... bende nie memakan diri.. sure punyer!.. dan satu lg... Tuhan bayar cash, blom sampai alam kubur atau pn akhirat,
Allah dh kasik pengajaran kat muke bumi nie... ingt2 la....

p/s: " nalurinya seperti anak kecil biasa, tp sifatnya tak membenarkan...." (Janin, 2010)


movie poster from http://mbocinemas.com/webcontent/chong/imgSynopsis/jamin.jpg

Generation Gap.

you are older.

every single thing you said is right..

no matter how bad , it is always right

and you have every right to do anything ...

just because you are older.

i, am younger.

i, have no right to give opinion, instead, i should just be the follower due to my age...

i, should never argue, as i hadn’t have enough experience to tell you about life..

i, could never do anything without you because i am young and useless..

i have no value at all as i am young.

in reality,

it doesn’t always go this way...

but i am too frustrated..

and I.GIVE.UP...

p/s: or may be this young body and mind mean nothing to you.

Our.New.Family.Member.

actually our new family member is not a human being.. come on~... what do you expect???..my mom is already 47 and my sis hasn’t married yet...


so, let me introduce you to the latest member.....

Name : TOMPOK
Nick name : POOOKKKKKKKKKK~~~~~~ (almost 6 harkat)
Breed : fully kucing kampong.
Age : almost 2 months.

Tompok is not the one and only kucing we have at home.. because we already have one bapak kucing and one not-so-called-anak-kucing..

Name :Kuning
Nick name:Oneeeeeeeennnnnggggg (with nasal sound).......
Breed :According to my sis, it is mixed of Siamese and kucing kampong.. but i
can’t see that... maybe Oneng is just unlucky, the kucing kampong genetic
had overpowered the Siamese one.
Age : 5 months (maybe)....

Name : Kenit. (the name is contradicting to the kucing's size because it is indeed very HUGE.)
Nick name : keneeeeeettttttttttt...
Breed : kucing kampong..
Age : 3 and a half years old

It’s hard to see Kenet at home because Kenet is the Casanova (cat's version) in my neighbourhood. Also, Kenet is afraid of me.... no joke!!... Kenet won’t come back when i’m at home unless when Kenet is super hungry.. why???..Because Kenet once had a nightmare when i tried to clean it...Kenet doesn’t like water AT ALL!!!...

“Kak Ngah, instead of Friskies , can i have roti Gardenia, plz???..tanak kulit eik....”

p/s: i’m planning to keep a tortoise as my pet.... n i’m going to name is as TEMPO (after T.O.P’s BigBang name.. hehehehehe..)

tahun baru hijrah.

1 Muharram 1432
penghijrahan tahun baru.

bile bercakap pasal tahun baru ( x kire la thn baru hijrah ke, tahun baru mat saleh ke) org mesti pasang azam baru. dan aku tak terkecuali.nk berubah dr yg tak brape baek, jd yg lebih baek...

tp bile time nak rancang pasal azam tahun nie, aku prefer utk tahu diri.. ( or sedar diri maybe).. sebab azam aku 8 tahun lepas nk kurus x pernah nyer nk jd.. sebab??? time decide azam, aku bukan maen besemangat.. tp hangat2 taik ayam jek... seminggu jek boleh tahan diri .. exercise la .. kurangkan makan la... tanak makan oily food la.. tp haramnye!!!!... lepastu, habis sume aku sapu balik...

so, tahun nie, aku decide nk pilih azam yg within kemampuan aku, tp significant, which is......

• solat di awal waktu.....



instead of my usual routine, zohor 3.30, atau asar pkol 6.15, aku nk awalkan.. sikit demi sedikit.... tak banyak pn x per....5 min awl dr kebiasaan pn tak pe.. asalkan konsisten keawalannye ( ade ke perkataan nie??? blasah la) ...pasnie maybe zohor pkol 3, pastu 2.45, dan lagi..dan lagi.....


knape aku pilih tentang solat??... one word.. sebab solat itu LENGKAP!!!... enough said.


p/s: so, ini azam tahun baru aku.. ape pulak azam korg???...

Tak Terkesan

I don't give a damn.
Coz you are nothing.
Totally insignificant

Huh!!...

" I can do everything by myself... I need no one to help me... Hurt me with ur strong words coz i am no human.. I have no feeling.. And my heart is made of the hardest stone, never bruised even once..."


Gosh!!!! Did i give such impression???...

I am not a "kera sumbang"...

But,


"... I do not have the talent of conversing easily with people I have never met before..."



Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice.

Handphone... Oh handphone...

Argh!!!!...
Handphone bengong...
Suke suki die jek nk idop ke, nk mati ke...
I had missed many messages and calls...
I need a new one...
Ibu~.....
Hehehehe....

Dude....

Dude,
Do you think i'm into you?!!..
It's digusting!!!...
Don't misunderstand.

Burp!!!....

Awesomest Dinner! (as what Khai described our dinner last night)...
As its' name, it was one of the most awesomest dinners so far...
Love the food, love the atmosphere, and the most important thing, love my dinner partner..KHAIRIYYAH!!!..
huhuhuhu...



@food court garden...





Dolsot Bibimbap a.k.a mixed rice
Served in a hot bowl. warm white rice topped with namul (sautés and seasoned vegetables; carrots, sprouts, mushroom, etc), beef and gochujang (chili pepper paste).
Super delicious~...
slurpppppp!!!!!....



Kimchi jjigae.
stew-like Korean dish made from kimchi, glass noodle, beef, tofu.



Dukbokki!!!....
Korean rice-cake.
(yummy snack!!!!....shared with Khai)...




This is Khai's....
Lamb Kebab Platter....


Before.



After.



Yeah!!!!!.....

2ne1- Go away...

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[CL]
You’re so cheap and this isn’t like you
I can’t get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

[Minzy]
A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

[CL]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Minzy]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

[Dara]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight


[CL]
Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That’s my way
I gave it my all, so I don’t have regrets

Pretending like you’re more sad
Pretending you’re cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shit without your crew
I don’t have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don’t want to see your ugly face again no more

[Minzy]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Dara]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

[Minzy]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight



This is not because I am having PMS or sumtin like that.. it's just that i am really into this song now!!!... love the meaning of this song (though there's a lit bit of CL biased here)... huhuhuhu......

p/s: anyway, this post is not dedicated to anyone, SIMPLY because i LOVE this song....

Talk less..

I decided to talk less now....
Not only to several people, but it applies to mostly everyone...
Except to those who are really close with me..
Not a sign of giving up life or whatever, but i think that life had taught me countless things...
Maturity strikes!!!...

hurm....

for the time being,
i need some time on my own...
i need space....

therefore,
deactivate.

survey...

i am so damn bored right now though i got tons of works to do... lesson plan, reflect, students’ handout, abm... but i guess holiday is a holiday.. im supposed to enjoy tis merdeka day-off...
so, i decided to just bermalas-malasan today... n as im surfing the net, i found a survey on sabiha’s blog...
so, here it is.....

1.apa yang bermain di fikiran skarang ni?
My lovely students coz they were so cute yesterday... they were all crazy over ustaz asyraf a.k.a the imam muda.....

2. apakah nama samaran aku?
Miss Syil (nick name given by my 4 Budi girls)....

3.berikan 3 orang yang anda sayang
1. my family n friends ( i guess this is already more than 3)...
2. my students ...
3. Tun Mahathir...

4.panggilan aku untuk si dia
Hon (if i have one la ..)

5. hadiah yang u all impikan dari seseorang yang istimewa.
A phone strap (does it sounded so lame???).. whatever!!!!

6.blog mane yang anda suke visit..
A lot... seriously.... but my fav??.. allkop..

7.tagkan 15 blogger.
I pass~...

I wonder....

Does the not-so-feminine girl deserve a second class treatment???..
HELL NO!!!.






.

Bazar Ramadhan

dh msk hari ke-6 ramadhan...
tp br 2 kali aku jejak bazar ramadhan..
mule2 excited giler, sbb 2 thn dh missed...
so, first day tu betemankan rumate tersyg, khai, kiteorg pegi la yg kat kerinchi...
tp bile sampai jek, tros rase pening!!!...
sesak!!..penuh!!!...x bleh jalan!!!...
arghhhhh!!!!!!!!.....
last2 buke ngan soto jek sbb grai laen penuh!!!...
so, skang jdi lah pelanggan setia Mak Jah...
sonang... dekat.. n sodap... murah lg....


tp nk blk!!!!!!...
tanak buke luar...
nk buke kat umah....
nk buke mknn yg ibu masak!!!....
mee goreng, soto, mee kari, nsik ayam...
huaaaaaa!!!!!.....
ibu~~~~~....
angah nk buke kat rumah~........ (T.T)

Sejarah berulang.

Bukan niat aku nk menyebok...
Tp utk reflect sejarah (lah sgt!!) sendiri...
So far, sume yg jd dh cukup ksik aku bukti..
Through different lenses, i can clearly see....
How n why my previous sisters-like friendship failed...
Coz now d same exact thing happens...
Carenye jek mungkin berbeza...
Tp pemalarnya adalah org yg same..
So, now...
Certainly, i hd made d right decision...
By leaving her....
I never regret..
Though we once shared a lot of good moments together..
I thank u, my x-bf....
But...
Im so much happier now...
With someone who i can really trust...
Thankx...

911...

Hurt by love,
Uncounted tears had trickled down,
Struggled in deep pain....

Slowly, i closed the door,
and it has never been opened since that day,
because i am afraid....

But it has been too long,
wondering, when will it end??...

Please... Rescue me.

Food Lover; Part 1

Yong Tau Foo!!!!~.......



Menu: yong tau foo... plus otak2.....
Lokasi: dekat Taman Bachang Perdana (kot!!... hehehehe... amar yg drive...)
opening hours: ptg smpai mlm...
harge: affordable... (for my whole family 7ppl;
yong tau foo- rm45, teh o ais laici 2 jugs-rm 30 n otak2-rm6...)
komen: yong tau foo die mmg sgt2 byk pilihan n fresh2.... bleh rambang mate nk pilih...
kureng~:1. tak taw la, air die kakak tu silap kire ke ape,tp air teh o ais laici tu agak mahal kot klo 1 jug smpi rm 15...
2. sgt ramai org..so phm2 jek la.... servis agak lmbt.... n kengkadang kne tggu turn...
yg laen ok~...
rating: 3 bintang.....

dr dpn kedai...

before.....

after.....

my bowl....FULL.

anies....minah nie mkn kuey tiaw jek... rugi!!...

Full.

Luau pn same..

menu sampingan: otak2....

hey!!!...

hey!!!!....
there's a different between segan n gedix ok!!!!...
tak taw beze ke???....

you.

it's been too long...

but i can see no one else but u...

i wish u will look at me too... for once.