since years ago...
i always know that i like u...
but now,

i realize that i love u....

my sis farewell party....

as a sign of appreciation, her boss and colleagues had arranged a farewell party for her...
she had been working for almost 6 months at the RS Park Hotel..
n i would say that its not an easy decision for her to leave the hotel and accept the better offer from gov...
i can see that she loves the hotel so much..
coz, she learns so much things there...
n she wants to see the hotel develops...

she starts working there from d scratch..
knowing nothing except wat she learned from her studies...
completely having no experience on how to handle a hotel...
she learns slowly with patient...
it is a new hotel owned by bumiputra...
so, with not much staff, she has to do almost everything...
from managing the account until goin' to the market...
n not forgetting, she always come back late at night...
the hotel has became her 1st home...

"this is the life i was looking for... this is wat i want...seriously..plz understand"
said my sister everytime i told her about all the complains that i heard from my ibu saying tat my sis always come back late at night...
honestly, i was on my ibu's side...
i dont agree wit my sis working till late night...
i guess, i can never understand...
but,
after watching her working at the hotel myself, my perception about her job had totally changed...
i now can understand why she loves the job so much....
she wanna see d only hotel-fully-owned by bumiputra there develops...

HOWEVER....now, she had to leave the hotel...
leaving her home...
leaving the place she had loved so much...
y??...
because of us...
because of her family...
its not easy to be the eldest in the famili...
too much responsiblities.... too much burden on your shoulder....
considering our life that need her having a more-guarantee job, she quits..
gives up her dreams of helping the bumiputra's hotel to develop...
it might sound so cikai...
but along, now angah faham...
seriously...
sorry...
coz i cant help u....
im helpless...
i am sorry....

i luv food... (obviously)..

hehehe...
tetibe jek rse nk minom teh tarik...
ngidam giler2 lak tu....
so, ape lagik... ayah blk jek dr kenduri raye aji, tros ajak gi...
cari kedai makan yg bt teh tarik kawwwwww punyer..
mne lg, kedai mamak la...
hehehehehe....


BEST~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

home sweet home.

yeah~...
im now at home...
after about 10 months dok kat negri org...
now, im home!!..
hehhehe..

flight 8 jam tu terase lame giler...
satu, sbb aku excited giler nk smpai msia..
due, sbb mamat2 yg dok seblah aku tu...
dh la dok tgh2 antare 2 org lelaki...
sekor tu kuat giler minum...
3 cans of Heineken tekorban in less than 30 mins...
pastu abente ntah lg 1 jen is alcohol drinks tu..
dekat 10 cawan gak la die telan air tu...
pastu, asek gi toilet.. begelen2 terkucil...
pastu time nk mendarat, sakit kepale bagai nk mati..
dlm ati aku,
padan muke ko, mentang2 air tu free kat sini, bkn maen x hingat dunie ko minom... wakakakaka...rasekan~...lalalalala...

mne tak nyer, aku sampai x berani nk tido dlm flight...
yela, kang tak pepasal jek klo ade yg tangan begerak..
naye!!!!!...
x secure lgsg....
gamaknye, abes sume game aku maen,
sudoku, words ape ntah, pstu quiz merapu pn ade...
pastu tgk dark night muvie...
sambung lak tgk Two and a half Man, CSI, criminal mind...
mcm2 lg ah...
hurm, yg best, MAS ade buh album Bigbang dlm music galery dieorg..
mantap!!... haruharu satu!!!...layan~

d best part...
MAKAN~.. lalalala~....
hehe...

chiken "abende ntah" ngan mashed potato...
nyum3....


seat 40j... mamat seblah tu takde...
gi tekucil....

back to my story,
i cant wait...
i wanna eat everything...

nasik lemak,mee kari, sate, ABC, cendol,kuey tiaw, EVERYTHING~...
hehehe...

3 more days to go...

3 more days to go...
i can't wait.

aku benci ko...

aku benci ko!!!..
sgt2 benci...
sejak aku knal ko, aku kenal air mate...
aku kenal duke..
aku mule sensare....


tp knape skang ko still nk buat aku benci lg??....
x cukup2 ke ape yg ko dh bt dulu??....
4 thn..dh 4 thn.......
cukup la...
aku dh tak bodoh lg.....
aku bkn syila yg ko kenal dulu.....
i've learnt through d hard way...

aku benci ko!!!...
betol, dulu aku mungkin bodoh...
bodoh sbb aku penah syg ko...
syg yg teramat syg kat ko...
sampai aku lupe, sape ko yg sebenarnye....
LELAKI!!!!!....

distracted...

wat im supposed to do rite now is.....

study!!!...



but wat im doin' rite now is.....

watching muvie....(10 things i hate about u)...
hehehehehe....






wlwpn sebelah menyebelah jek buku ngan labtop tu, tp hakikatnye aku nie, sejam due tgk muvie, pastu belek buke x sampai 10 min pn...
pastu dh lentok...
adohai...aish!!!...
camne nie???...

tagged.

take a recent photo of yourself OR take a picture of yourself RIGHT NOW.
DON'T change your cloth.DON'T fix your hair, just take a picture.
post that picture with NO editing
post this instruction with your picture.
tag 10 people to do this.

hahahaha....
hamek ko!!!...
nk sgt pic skang...
kusut masai rmbot aku...
aish~ serabai.....
hahahaha...
maybe,tu slah 1 faktor penyumbang kpd ke"single"an sampai thn ke-4 kot...
takpe2, im single n luvin' it....
hahahaha...
nvrmind, at least i still got junsu oppa, rite...
oppa~ saranghae....


ok, dengan ini, aku menge"tag" sesape sajek yg bace post nie...
sape suh tgk, kan dh kne...
hehehehe....
"tahniah la uoll"(akak senduk, 2008).....
hahahahaha

wanna get rid of it....

i wanna get rid of it....
coz i just cant be with it...
that's maybe d best solution....

people, help me....
please understand....
never push me again....
coz I've made my decision....
....i decided to get rid of it....

O positive

since i was small, there's one thing that i really wanna do after i turned 18... tat is... donating blood... why??... because i once received blood from sumone.... thank you so much....n now, i guess its my turn... plus, my blood type is O positive... tis is actually my first time donating blood..... n of course i was so nervous... i cant even answer things asked by d attendant...n i end up talking in Malay.... aish~...understanding my situation, she just laugh and give me a sticker-"my 1st time...."(cant remember)...but honestly, i wasnt as scary as it might seem... n its not painful, seriously..... i was (n still) afraid of d huge "jarum suntik2 tu"... but i just follow wat d girl who sat besides me told me-"just dont look, n u wont feel anything"... so, i just turn my head.. n tat's it.... seriously... neway, d bottom line is...lets help other people by donating blood.. coz who knows, u or your loved ones might need others' one day... hehehehe...

picture ehsan cik bayah...

its not painful...seriously....

can't wait....

2nd dis.......counting each n every second...to go home...
i've listed things tat i wanna do during this break...

1. mkn2 part 1... of course, kempunan mknn yg ibu msk...msk asam, mee kari, nasik ayam.... sume aku suke...i've tried to make it here... tp x same...not only the taste is different, but d feeling too...

2.mkn2 part 2... hurm...i guess it would be at mcd.... hehehehe.. alreadi promised anies diana...us, to mcd...

3. mkn2 part 3...hahahah.... of course wit atikah, zami, wani, n dhiv(klo ler minah nie blk msia gak)... kat ne eik??... hah!!! SOTO!!!!!!......

4. shopping~...lalalalala...

5. blk kmpg JOHOR!!!.... y johor??.. sbb raye aritu dh blk perak...so, my ayah's turn tis time...plus, nk tgk nenek br....hahahaahahahaha.....luv u, tok chu...

6. PD!!!!.... spend my weekend wit my bff..... u all alreadi promised me!!!!...jgn x jd taw... aku ngajok nnt...

7. n on 8th jan (insyaallah)... plan nk gi KL... mkn2...jln2...berfoye2...n d best part is to celebrate my birthday....hehehe....

....

i'm not interested anymore....
enough said.

what if your ex said this to you??...

1. Hi how are you?

*hurm...

2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?!

*buang tebiat ke??....

3. I LOVE U..

*watever....

4. DO u want some cookies?

*no thanks...

5.Can you take me a picture?!?

*???.....

6.Help me in my homework!!!

* excuse me???....

7. Here's my gift to you...

* tak hingin!!!....

8. Let's just be textmates...

*buat membazir krdt jek.....

9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod?
*tak payah!!....

10.Let's sit together in the bus

*no..i rather standing for hours than sitting next to you....

11.hi dear!

*dugusayo???....

12. Your still cute!
*i know...

13.I still LOVE you!

* n i still hate u!!.....

14.Can I visit your house?
*bt pe?? menyemak jek.....

15.Do you love me?
*hahahaha.....am i crazy??...

rindu

mizz my little sis so much....
so, i called her last night...
n suddenly something came out from her mouth...

"angah, angah kate nk blk...tp nape tak blk2 lg nie??... adik rindu sgtttttttt kat angah..."

then, i said,
"nanti la..kan angah belom abes perikse lagi.. lepas abes perikse angah blk eik... angah pn rindu kat adik jgk.."

i was about to cry when i heard tat from her... she doesn't know how much i mizz her...how much i wanna hug her.... how much i wanna suap her mkn......

i mizz her so much...
no words can describe d feeling...
because,
she's my lil' sis...
she's my love...
she's my other half....

benci.

i didn't do anything wrong to you.you mean nothing to me.as much as i mean nothing to you.so, why must you disturb me??...wanna make me hate u??..i dont wanna hate you...coz, once i hate you,it'll be for forever...believe me..so,stay away from me....

Where you are

i really miss you...

n my hope is..

i can be, where you are...

Ali kawai~....

this.is.ali.
he.is.so.kawaii.
he.was.born.on.Oct. 21,.2008.
everybody.loves.him.
all.of.d.aunties.are.very.excited.to.meet.him.
n.now.he's.here..
yeay~

Floriade..i love...

pics at Floriade..
luv d flowers but not d pollen(obviously)...
coz i had to take in d inhaler 2 straight days after that...
but i did realli enjoy d trip ( except 4 d 6 hours bus travelling)..
hehehehe..

Raya

1st time raye kat negri org.
tak de ibu, tak de ayah.
x de sesape.
bergantung kasih kat kawan2 ngan kakak2 senior jek.
tu pn klo ade yg sanggup nk kongsi kasih.

klo dulu2, hari before raye, meriah sgt2.
pagi2 ibu dh ajak gi pasar.
pastu kne gi tempah ayam kat cik karim.
ibu ckp, klo lmbt, ayam abes,x dpt mkn ayam.
pastu, kne kemas2 umah.
lepas buke selalunyer br gerak blk kampung.
ibu siap bwk bekal rendang yg dh siap perap sume.
klo tak blk johor, slalunyer blk sabak bernam.

rindu sgt2.
rindu bising2 dlm kete sbb sempit.
rindu memekak lagu raye dlm kete.
smpai kmpg, sambung bising lagik.
bkn setakat ngan sepupu, ngan mak2 org pn join grup bising2 nie.
rindu mak long,mak usu, mok de, mok teh, amoi sume.

nenek pn rindu jugak.

rindu sgt.

ramadham kali nie mmg sgt2 memorable.
1st skali sbb dugaannyer byk.
mentally n physically.
dengan demam nyer 2 mggu.
dengan homesicknyer yg dh smpai thp kritikel.
x tahan.
nmpak cam cikai jek.
tp bg aku, besa btol 2 dugaan nie.
tp alhamdullillah, ramadhan berakhir dgn baik.
ntah kenape, this is d very 1st time rase sedey bile ramadhan nk abes.
slalunyer, bile ujung2 ramadhan, hepi giler.
sbb nk raye.
sbb nk makan time siang.
tp tis time....ntahla...
rase excited raye tu x same...
mungkin sbb dh besa kot...

Featherdale Wild Park...

say kejuuuuuuuuu!!!!!

time tggu bas...

hehehe.....

finally, i got d chance to pegang kangaroo n koala..
tp koala busuk!!!!.....
kangaroo ok sket...
hehehe..


kesian kangaroo nie...
die ade sakit kulit...
but still, die mkn byk.....


KAMBING!!!!!!.....



ngan anak mat salleh mane ntah...
layan~....

poyo ppl!!....

tis sad-looking animal name is Tablo...
coz it does look like Tablo..
hehehe..
sorry, Tablo oppa...

MoonCake Festival...

it was organized by Msa...
i luv playing with tat lantern...
hehehe...
kat msia tanak maen..
kat sini bukan maen lgik...
hehehe....

Xray..

my right hand xray film..
taken yesterday...

Tag from Khai...

Senaraikan 5 benda/hadiah yang anda ingini:

1. Softbank 707SCII 707SC phone

2. BigBang StandUp mini-Album



3. External Hardrive.

4.Sony Mp3.



5. tiket blk Msia!!!!!.....

Alasan terhadap perkara tersebut

1. sbb tepon ala2 tu ade kat dlm mv BigBang-Haru haru...

2.sbb lagu2 dlm mini-album tu best2...suke!!!!!...

3. sbb laptop nie dh lembab giler sbb dh nk full... aish!!!!...

4.sbb mp4 lame tu dh start bt hal..

5. sbb ghindu sgt kat Msia...HOMESICK!!!!!!...

Impresi terhadap orang yang diminati:
saye suke org yg cumel..mcm TOP (BigBang), ngan Mr.Blonde yg dh tak blonde...hehehehehe...

5 perkara yang dibenci

1. katak!!!...forever enemy....

2. internet kne speed limited...kelembapannyer mmg sgt2 menduge iman...

3. bgn awl pagi..hahahahahaha.....

4. pokai... fening2....

5. biler printer bt hal...aish... nie lagik 1 bende yg menduge iman....

Kali pertama duduk berjauhan dengan keluarga
Rite now....


Tempat yang ingin dilawati
Korea, Jepun, Tanah suci.....


Perkataan yang selalu kamu sebut
Aish~...


Kalau ada duit yang banyak
mau bli kerete mini cooper...


Lagu yang selalu didengar tanpa rasa muak

Haru-Haru from BigBang..

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kak mard n alia....

hehe..bit late.. but, im anak Msia also..

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Ifthar Ramadhan @ Blacktown

It was such a great experience to berbuke at Untie Ida's House in Blacktown. She's a Singaporean lady who migrated from Singapore to Oz with her family since 2000. Luv d atmosphere of "berbuke beramai2"... feels like im being a part of the big family too.









they also celebrated "Father's Day" on that day.
they hd no candles, so, satay pn jadikla....

Parcel

yeye... parcel ibu pos dh sampai...
hehehe...
though tis time tak sebyk yg cam d 1st one, tp tis 2nd parcel lagik meaningful kot...
sbb ibu pos baju raye skali...
hehehehehe.....