selamat hari ibu..

for this mother's day,
i wish that i can stop making ibu to worry about me..
i wish that ibu will be in good health forever..
i wish that ibu dont have to work hard anymore..
i wish that ibu will get eternal happiness..
i wish that ibu will get Allah's love for now and the life after...

am i being too greedy??..
did i ask too much things??...

i really hope that all my wishes will be fulfilled..
coz i love her so much..
i really do..

syila.

microteaching...

Japanese way of folding shirt...
tu lah title lesson aku..
hehehehehee...
they were so excited to learn it..
up to d point that it caused a chaos...
sane panggil, sini panggil..
naek panic aku...
help!!!help!!!... Bruce a.k.a lecture aku jerit..
sbb die x dpt nk lipat tshirt tu...
hehehee...
tp its a really good experience...
but i need to learn classroom management more...
i guess im not ready to control a class yet..
hehehehe...




p/s: now i have to finish d evaluation.. hwaiting~....^.^

got a job.... but.....

setelah dekat 15 bln dok sini,
at last aku dpt keje kat Mcd...
*keje cleaner x kire*...
of course la gembire sakan...
rase cam nk lompat2...

tp...
im gong back to malaysia soon...
ntah2 mggu depan kot...
camne nie..
tepakse la lupekan jek kot...
nk bt camne...
maybe x de rezeki...
takpe2...
positive2!!!!!, maybe rezeki kat tmpt laen kot..

friends for benefit....

ape eik mksd sebenar "friends for benefit"?
bekawan sebab manfaat semate2??..
hurm... explain plz...

aku mmg 100% tak setuju klo betol2 maksud die camtu..
sbb bekawan nie kene la jujur...
klo stakat nk amek kesempatan, n utk kebaikan sebelah pihak jek...
baek tak payah bekawan...
time susah, cr org...
tp time org laen a.k.a kwan sendiri susah, lari...


tp kan, maybe org define friendship nie beze2...
. even d same person pn, have different definations of friendships dekat different kawan2 die..


back to d main issue,
i give a situation, contohnye...
klo kite share2 barang sesame...
x kesah la brg makan ke, resourse ke, buku ke...
i didn't call it friends for benefit at all...
sbb dh name nye pn sharing2...
klo pikir2, kite akan bleh bt sharing2 nie ngan org yg kite suke jek...
yg close ngan kite jek...
klo kite meluat ngan org tu, x la kite nk share2 kan..
tengok ko.. ko ade share ngan sesape ke??..
or ade org nk share pape ke ngan ko??
pikir2 kan la...


lg 1, kite mintak resepi ke, mkn2 ke, tips2 ke...
ngan kawan kite, tu pun cam bkn friend for benefit kot...
sbb it exactly what happens between friends..
saling begantung...
bkn la sampai ko melantak mknn kawan ko...
tp time ko mkn, ko bt bodo jek...
aish~... payah la plak...

so, org luar yg tak taw pape yg happen between these friends,
patot tutup mulut jek kot..
ko tak taw cite....
x payah la cocok sane, cocok sini...
ape hal??....

tp....hello!!!..look who's talking...
klo definision ko bekawan nie tip top sgt...
i think u wont treat ur friends camtu tu kot...
from what i can see, its you who become friend with others just for benefit....
time nk mintak tlg, br rapat...
br taw nk buzz ym..
br taw senyum..
br nak mesre rakyat..
br sms or call sume...
klo x HARAMnye!!..mimpi jek la...

lg 1, ko tu pn, bekawan ngan certain ppl,
sbb member tu femes,
sbb tu ko nk tompang sekaki.. nk rase tempias femes tu gak...
FAKE!!!
hahahahaahah...


aish~
pape jek la...
suke ati ko la... aku x kesah pn...
tp ko pn, jgn la sebok2 kesah friendship org laen...
semak ah...
paham??...

i am STRONG.

no more tears... no more cries...
what had happened.... its my fate.....
i need to wake up... never give up...
i am strong...
remember that....

I AM STRONG!!!!!