letih.

satu....satu... datang menimpa...
ubat dah jadi teman setia....
tp belum pn sempat sembuh, satu lagi datang tak diduga...
kadang2 rase bahu ini macam tak mampu nak menapung dugan-Nya...
walaumacam mana susah pun, aku kuat kan juga...
dalam senyum dan tawa, terselindung kugusaran yg tak terhingga....


tp aku kian penat...
semakin lama, semakin lelah...
aku letih.

karma

"..what you give, you'll get back..."


so, if u don't like sumtin'..
don't treat others like it too...
or else, u'll juz have to wait...
it will come back.. through any possible ways....
for sure!

hehe..

im supposed to eat it for sahur,
but it ended up being my supper..
hehehe...

but, wait!!!!...
wat im going to have 4 sahur now??..
huh~ problem!!!!...

apsal?

(note: post nie x de kene mgene ngan bdk2 yg dok kat Oz or IPBA.. so jgn korg terase plak...)

aku heran.. sgt2 heran....
apsal eik ko belagak sgt ngan aku??...
belagak thp giler bapak ah!!...
nk kate sbb aku belagak kat ko, x pn...
aku gedik depan ko, x penah rasenye...
nk kate aku penah minat kat ko, tak kot...
nk kate aku curik durian ko, kebon ko pn aku tak taw kat mne..
tp serious!!...
taw la ko terer, pandai, ensem, fortunate dr segale sudut...
tp ko patot lg matured kot,
sbb ko tu tue 1thn ngan aku..
ko senior aku, sbb tu aku nk baek ngan ko...
mne bleh junior belagak...
tp mslhnye ko belagak ngan aku sorg jek...
klo ngan org laen tu, aku tgk ko rilek jek...
wlwpn budak tu 1st time ko jmpe...
wlwpn budak tu mmg terang2 gedik kat ko...
ko ramah tamah giler....
ko belagak ngan aku x semene2...
klo dlm crowd tu, ko siap bleh jeling lg..
sakit otak aku pikir apsal....
obvious plak tu....
x pasal2....
apsal??.. ape kes???...
ntah la..
aku cukop2 pelik....
kite kenal dh lame kot...
kurang lebih 8 thn kot...
tp x sampai 10 pekataan ko ckp ngan aku...
dr dulu lg aku nk tnye, smpai skrg tak terkuar...
pelik giler ah....
aku suke bekawan,
tp klo ko perangai camnie ngan aku, camne nk kawan??..
bkn aku minat ko, bkn aku nk kawen ngan ko pn...
sepak kang!!!...

hepi ramadhan....

.selamat berpuase everyone.
.jgn monteng2 tak tentu pasal.

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"And you call… Then I’ll come running..”

When there’s fall… fall…
There’s nothing else…

So if you ever want something
And you call…
Then I’ll come running.. (EunHyuk,2009)

frisbee

i played Frisbee for d 1st time ever with MSA members today...
fun!!! but it's very tiring!!!...
then,
i reward myself with THIS.....
hehehehe....
susu terapong strawberi....
(ngidam sejak cuti lg..tp strawberi kat msia mahal giler n x fresh)...
try la... skali cube, pasti nk lagi...

my BFF....

i miss u guys...

bowling.. ooo...bowling....

i.officially.hate.bowling!!!..
(or maybe bowling hates me... no idea!!)

im going back!!!!

yea~....
i'll be going back to Sydney tis Saturday....
thankz guys for ur doa..
mizz u guys....

selamat hari ibu..

for this mother's day,
i wish that i can stop making ibu to worry about me..
i wish that ibu will be in good health forever..
i wish that ibu dont have to work hard anymore..
i wish that ibu will get eternal happiness..
i wish that ibu will get Allah's love for now and the life after...

am i being too greedy??..
did i ask too much things??...

i really hope that all my wishes will be fulfilled..
coz i love her so much..
i really do..

syila.

microteaching...

Japanese way of folding shirt...
tu lah title lesson aku..
hehehehehee...
they were so excited to learn it..
up to d point that it caused a chaos...
sane panggil, sini panggil..
naek panic aku...
help!!!help!!!... Bruce a.k.a lecture aku jerit..
sbb die x dpt nk lipat tshirt tu...
hehehee...
tp its a really good experience...
but i need to learn classroom management more...
i guess im not ready to control a class yet..
hehehehe...




p/s: now i have to finish d evaluation.. hwaiting~....^.^

got a job.... but.....

setelah dekat 15 bln dok sini,
at last aku dpt keje kat Mcd...
*keje cleaner x kire*...
of course la gembire sakan...
rase cam nk lompat2...

tp...
im gong back to malaysia soon...
ntah2 mggu depan kot...
camne nie..
tepakse la lupekan jek kot...
nk bt camne...
maybe x de rezeki...
takpe2...
positive2!!!!!, maybe rezeki kat tmpt laen kot..

friends for benefit....

ape eik mksd sebenar "friends for benefit"?
bekawan sebab manfaat semate2??..
hurm... explain plz...

aku mmg 100% tak setuju klo betol2 maksud die camtu..
sbb bekawan nie kene la jujur...
klo stakat nk amek kesempatan, n utk kebaikan sebelah pihak jek...
baek tak payah bekawan...
time susah, cr org...
tp time org laen a.k.a kwan sendiri susah, lari...


tp kan, maybe org define friendship nie beze2...
. even d same person pn, have different definations of friendships dekat different kawan2 die..


back to d main issue,
i give a situation, contohnye...
klo kite share2 barang sesame...
x kesah la brg makan ke, resourse ke, buku ke...
i didn't call it friends for benefit at all...
sbb dh name nye pn sharing2...
klo pikir2, kite akan bleh bt sharing2 nie ngan org yg kite suke jek...
yg close ngan kite jek...
klo kite meluat ngan org tu, x la kite nk share2 kan..
tengok ko.. ko ade share ngan sesape ke??..
or ade org nk share pape ke ngan ko??
pikir2 kan la...


lg 1, kite mintak resepi ke, mkn2 ke, tips2 ke...
ngan kawan kite, tu pun cam bkn friend for benefit kot...
sbb it exactly what happens between friends..
saling begantung...
bkn la sampai ko melantak mknn kawan ko...
tp time ko mkn, ko bt bodo jek...
aish~... payah la plak...

so, org luar yg tak taw pape yg happen between these friends,
patot tutup mulut jek kot..
ko tak taw cite....
x payah la cocok sane, cocok sini...
ape hal??....

tp....hello!!!..look who's talking...
klo definision ko bekawan nie tip top sgt...
i think u wont treat ur friends camtu tu kot...
from what i can see, its you who become friend with others just for benefit....
time nk mintak tlg, br rapat...
br taw nk buzz ym..
br taw senyum..
br nak mesre rakyat..
br sms or call sume...
klo x HARAMnye!!..mimpi jek la...

lg 1, ko tu pn, bekawan ngan certain ppl,
sbb member tu femes,
sbb tu ko nk tompang sekaki.. nk rase tempias femes tu gak...
FAKE!!!
hahahahaahah...


aish~
pape jek la...
suke ati ko la... aku x kesah pn...
tp ko pn, jgn la sebok2 kesah friendship org laen...
semak ah...
paham??...

i am STRONG.

no more tears... no more cries...
what had happened.... its my fate.....
i need to wake up... never give up...
i am strong...
remember that....

I AM STRONG!!!!!

i am lucky.....

i know, just how lucky i am,
to have her as my sister,
though there are times when i feel like hating her,
but i just cant do it,
she is exactly who i always wanted to be with,
who i love to fight with,
who i like to share every single thing with,
n who i go to during hard times,


thank you for every thing, i cant say it out loud ,but i love u so much, along.. she's just someone who i always mizz....
my sister, nurul naziha latip...

mission FAILED!!!!....

woke up at 5 am...
left home before 6 am...
arrived at the hotel at around 7.15 am...
waited for about 6 hours...
but we didnt got even a glance of him coming out of the hotel....
MISSION FAILED!!!

aish~....
where are u LEE MIN HO??...
i wanna meet u once in real life.... plz....


anyway, for u guys who dont know,
he's coming to SYDNEY for 4 days...
starting from 24 till 27 April...
for magazines photo shoot...
where??..
dunno.. bondi? opera house?..circular quay? d rocks?..
DUNNO!!!...









i gave up!!
at last, we decided to just go jln2 around circular quay and sydney opera house...
n here are few pics that i managed to take...
*thankx to kak mard...=)*



the hotel lobby...



Marriott Hotel....



Harbour bridge n opera house...



i gave this bird a name- ji hoo..
coz its white...
heheheh..

bengang...

aku bengang (past tense)...
ntah la..
x taw la, sbb wrong timing ( phm2 jek la)...
atau pn mmg patot aku bengang....
bkn la besa sgt kesalahan tu pn..
serious...
tp rasenyer sbb aku rase, bende tu x patot diselesaikan ngan care camtu kot..
tu yg bt aku bengang tu....
x marah, rase cam hipokrit......
nk marah,nnt betambah rase sakit hati...
at last, bengang gak....
bengang ngan diri sendiri tmbh bengang ngan die....
tp bile pikir2 blk, dh kire ok die nk tlg....
patot syukur kot...
walaupun last2 jd camnie....
nk bt camne....
die tu.....
kakak aku sendiri...
marah die, rse cam marah diri sendiri....
sabar jek la....





p/s: klo ko bace nie along, sori... aku x sengaje bengang ngan ko....hehehe.. luv u...=)

hey!!~....

hey!!...
you're ANNOYING!!!!...
i CANT STAND it!!!...

.missing you.

Such a thing couldn’t possibly happen, you wouldn’t do such a thing,
There would be no goodbye, I believed in this,
I wonder where it all began, like a puzzle that can’t be solved,
The start of my yearning, was all due to you...

I’m missing you, missing you, the person I miss to death,
Even missing you so much, yearning so much, I can’t say those words,
I’m missing you, missing you, person I loved to that extent,
Won’t you return to me again?... I’m missing you...

There couldn’t possibly be such a change, that you wouldn’t do such a thing,
Those words saying you loved me, I believed in them,
Of course, if there is a beginning there’s an end, like movies,
The order of our love and goodbye, were those predetermined too?

I’m missing you, missing you, person I miss to death,
Even missing you so much, yearning so much, I can’t say those words,
I’m missing you, missing you, person I loved to that extent,
Won’t you return to me again?... I’m missing you...

My dear love, dear love, you said you couldn’t live without me,
Sadness, any pain of mine, you feel them even more...

My life, my whole life, you were all I loved,
How, how, will I ever find a way to forget you?...

I love you, love you... Oh I love you, I’m missing you,
Won’t you return to me again? I’M MISSING YOU...

~Missing You- Ft. Island~

i wish....

i wish tat i can please everybody tat i luv.....
i wish tat i wont be a burden to others....
i wish tat i live healthy throughout my whole life...
i wish tat i can travel anywhere i want with my famili n my loved ones...
i wish tat i can be at my family's side all d time....
i wish tat i can live my life happily n make others happy too...

n i wish tat people understand me....maybe not everybody, but at least those who i love....

jln2.... Gold Coast n Brisbane....

U R MAN (remix) -SS501....(tag fb from Khai)....hehehehe

Khai tagged kat Fb, tp rase cam nak post kat sini lak...hehehehehe...
sbb lame dh x post pape....


1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
.: Hey, Kid! - DBSK...
hahahahahaha~

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
.: I Never Let Go- DBSK..
(i wonder..)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
.:U R Man-SS501
(feel like being a man~)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
.: Mockingbird -Eminem
huiyo~....

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
.: Come On Over Baby- Christina Aguilera...


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
.: Why Have I Fallen in Love With You - DBSK


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
.: Im Not A Girl, Not Yet a Women - Britney Spears
Exactly!!!....

WHAT IS 2+2?
.: Perhaps,Perhaps,Perhaps - Pussycat Dolls...
hahahahahaha... ko kire la sndiri!!!!...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
.: Rainy Night- Junsuku
adeh~...sodeh giler....

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
.: Until You Return-Ft. Island...
giler ah!!!.....

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
.: Karma-Cokelat...
hurm...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
.:Survivor-Destiny's Child...
Go..go..girl!!!...

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
.: Wonderful-BigBang...
hahahhahaha.....

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
.: Me and You- Cassie...
ooooyeahhhhhhhhh~......

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
.: Dont Stop The Music- Rihanna...
sengal~.....

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
.: Hi Ya Ya.... -DBSK..
hahahahaha.. bengong~.....

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
.:From The Bottom of My Broken Heart-Britney Spears...
mak aii~.....

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
.:Bring Me to Life... Evanescence


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
.: ButterFly Effect-Epic High...
hancus!!!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
.:Cinta- Flop Poppy
alamak!!! x kan laaaaaaaaa.....

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
.:My Girl-BigBang...
isnt it better if its my 'Boy'???

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
.:Lucky Days - SS501
eh???....

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
.: I Wish- DBSK....

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
.: No Me Ames-JLo n Marc Anthony
hurm???... translation plz.....

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
.:In My Room- Shinee..
huaaaaaaa~.... angah lom blk Oz lg la....jgn la ghindu2 smpi camnie.....

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
.: You Raised Me Up-Westlife...
??...


WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
.: Kau Atau Aku-Elyana...


IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
.: Midhuyo ( I Believe)-DBSK...
believe who??

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
.:Beautiful Soul-Jesse McCartney
nk kipas ke ape nie???....hahahaha

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
.: U R Man (remix)-SS501..
hahahahahaha...im a MAN!!!!!...



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Boys Over Flower a.k.a Meteor Garden (Korean)

best giler~....
highly recommended to all..
hehehe...
i think Jun Pyo(Lee Min-Ho) is super charming in here...hehehe...

credit:http://img338.imageshack.us/img338/2897/103649000001ae0.jpg

aku...

aku... aku surirumahtgge beranak satu.[fullstop]

hEpi BiRtHdaY tO mE...

im alreadi 22 years-old...
tp, rase cam byk lgk tak capai..
studi pn x abes,
keje jaoh lg la...


tp aku klako btol dgr satu bende yg maklong aku ckp time kiteorg kuar mkn,
" klo zaman dulu2 nie,ngah..
patot dh kawen dh..
anak dh 2-3..
nie, mak long tgk ko rilek jek...
ko dh ade calon lom???"


then, just nie yg aku jwb
"hahahahaha..."
(smbil bt muke innocent+blur)..


neway, thankz ayah, thankz ibu..
anak ibu ayah dh beso dh....
beso physically tu for sure...
mentally as in matured tu x taw lg la...
hahahahahaha....



pic credit-http://www.cupcakeobsession.com/

Boikot...

hari2, bile tgk berite, rase sedey sgt... knape eik??.. knape dieorg tu kejam sgt??.. kat Palestin tu, makin hari, makin ramai yg mati... ramai yg menderite... x kurangnyer, lg ramai yg jd sebatang kara... nie sume angkare israel ngan sekutu die tu la... amerika...

so, cam Tun Mahathir kate, kerajaan takleh bt pape sgt, sbb kerajaan takot kat amerika.. kang klo PM langtang sgt bersuare, Malaysia plak jd mangse...


tp, x bermakne kite sebagai rakyat nie tak leh bt sesuatu... meh!!!, jom kite BOIKOT sume brg israel ngan amerika... lg2 thn 2009 nie tahun ekonomi meleset... gamaknyer, lg melesetla ekonomi dieorg... bagos!!...
aku suke...


in short, marila kite sesame boikot brg2 nie sume.. klo x dpt boikot sume, mne yg mampu diboikot tu, boikot la... at least, we can do sumting... nmpk jek cikai, tp pecaye la... bende nie sgt2 bleh bg huge impact kat dieorg tu... seriously... so, lets do it together.... hwaiting~... gambate-ne~...

meeting my frens

SaGiL..

aku, tika, zami..












nie plak time kat sagil..
aku, tika, zami... ngan 3 mangkukz......
sape bekenan kat salah sekor mangkukz tu , bleh amek borang...
tp rasenyer yg single pn tinggal sekor..
yg kepale botak color ijau tu..
lg 2 org dh kne cop kot..
heheheh...



EyE oN MaLaYsIa...


oh ye!!.. pic nie bkn amek kat KL, tp kat Melake...
Eye on Malaysia skang dh kat Melake..
dh takde lg kat KL...
hehehhe...
bangge2...


MeDan (Selere)....
hehehe...

zami takde...
kat hspital...
suspek denggi....
seb baek negative denggi...

since years ago...
i always know that i like u...
but now,

i realize that i love u....

my sis farewell party....

as a sign of appreciation, her boss and colleagues had arranged a farewell party for her...
she had been working for almost 6 months at the RS Park Hotel..
n i would say that its not an easy decision for her to leave the hotel and accept the better offer from gov...
i can see that she loves the hotel so much..
coz, she learns so much things there...
n she wants to see the hotel develops...

she starts working there from d scratch..
knowing nothing except wat she learned from her studies...
completely having no experience on how to handle a hotel...
she learns slowly with patient...
it is a new hotel owned by bumiputra...
so, with not much staff, she has to do almost everything...
from managing the account until goin' to the market...
n not forgetting, she always come back late at night...
the hotel has became her 1st home...

"this is the life i was looking for... this is wat i want...seriously..plz understand"
said my sister everytime i told her about all the complains that i heard from my ibu saying tat my sis always come back late at night...
honestly, i was on my ibu's side...
i dont agree wit my sis working till late night...
i guess, i can never understand...
but,
after watching her working at the hotel myself, my perception about her job had totally changed...
i now can understand why she loves the job so much....
she wanna see d only hotel-fully-owned by bumiputra there develops...

HOWEVER....now, she had to leave the hotel...
leaving her home...
leaving the place she had loved so much...
y??...
because of us...
because of her family...
its not easy to be the eldest in the famili...
too much responsiblities.... too much burden on your shoulder....
considering our life that need her having a more-guarantee job, she quits..
gives up her dreams of helping the bumiputra's hotel to develop...
it might sound so cikai...
but along, now angah faham...
seriously...
sorry...
coz i cant help u....
im helpless...
i am sorry....